I debated & meditatied on what my first post should be and came to the same conclusion I always do, Trust Yourself & Just Start!! So we’re running with that. This is going to be an evolution of what’s to come. So bear with me as these words flow from the depths of my soul, heart & mind…

This past year has truly rocked my soul to its core in the most beautiful unexpected way. September 2023, I finally found the courage to leave a 20 year toxic marriage. Hands down the most difficult decision Ive ever made. It wasn’t about me (or so I told myself). Prior to leaving, all I kept telling myself is “I can’t blow up my kids lives” “Its not fair to them” “They didn’t ask for this” the excuses went on and on swirling in my brain on an endless loop. However the chaos outside my mind was intensifying minute to minute. Every day I was losing more and more of myself. This is the unfortunate side affect when the tornado in your 3D reality is fueled by narcissistic abuse. You can’t tell if up is down or if right is left or who you even are or were anymore. I tired so hard to “make it work” for so many years using societal advice & doing what I was told would work to fix me because clearly I was the problem. I can see now that each time I “tried”, I gave my power away. Thats the beauty of hindsight & distance. So once my soul finally had enough, I broke the chains that have been wrapped around my heart & tongue for 38 years & haven’t looked back. Until now… This is the story of what is possible on the other side when you start choosing yourself.